I was super furious mad at God. Taking my dad away from me before I could get around to asking him all the parent type questions I had saved up. Not that he died early because he smoked 2 pks a day and drank a lot of jim beam and not that I wasted way too many year busy being a really really rebellious shit head of a "preachers kid" to want him to be any kind of close part of my life. Nope. it was all God's fault, and it was not fair.
“You just need more faith,” “Keep praying,”/
Or “Read the Bible more.”/
As if those phrases were magic./
Mm. No, healing miracles./
Bullshit.
Church bullshit.
Fucking sorry.
I was super furious mad at God. Taking my dad away from me before I could get around to asking him all the parent type questions I had saved up. Not that he died early because he smoked 2 pks a day and drank a lot of jim beam and not that I wasted way too many year busy being a really really rebellious shit head of a "preachers kid" to want him to be any kind of close part of my life. Nope. it was all God's fault, and it was not fair.
Asshole.
Grief is such bullshit.
Your share is good & tuff stuff.
Thanks.